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Let me know how I'm doing with this little guy; good, bad, mediocre? Any tips, hints, compliments, critiques, random jokes or fart noises go here. Minus the fart noises.
If you'd prefer to speak to me in a more "face to face" setting, so to speak, you can reach me on AIM at radianceend
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=[It seems like Grit has been avoiding a heck of a lot of people, lately. After their blank faced escapades running with only determination, it's just another radical change for everyone to deal with- or not deal with. Grit imagines the latter.
There can't be too many who'd want to deal with them, now.
But they've never been one to run away from their problems. Never one to run away from anyone's problems, really. It takes a few days, but soon enough, all of their friends and family will find a letter under their pillow, addressed to them. Each one is a little different; some have little water drops on them. Sometimes the writing is a little shakier, or there's more crossed out mistakes. It was a lot of writing, after all. A lot to say.
It's kind of nice to know they'll see it.]
Dear _______
Once upon a time, a dad took their child up a mountain. The child was really happy because the dad was looking at them and played with them. But the dad had to go. So they told the child that they would come back.
The child knew that he would not come back. They knew about the mountain. Someone at scool told them that the mountain was where people took things they didn't want anymore.
It got dark and cold. And the child went inside a cave because it wasn't windy in there. Inside the cave was a big hole. A really really big hole.
The child thought that if they fell down it they would fall forever. So they fell down. They didnt fall forever though. Insted they fell on some flowers and someone found them. A person told the child that in this world its kill or be killed. That person was scared off by another person. A nicer person. But even thogh that person was nice the stuff the other person said was true. Lots of people killed the child.
But the child came back. It hurt to die. They were really scared. They didnt want to die and they didnt know why everyone was trying to kill them. So they hurt people too. And killed them.
They killed lots of people. But lots of people killed them. Sometimes there were people who killed them a whole bunch of times over and over. Sometimes they could be alive just before this person hurt them. Sometimes they were alive on the flowers again. They didnt want it to keep hapening but it did.
There was one person they couldnt kill at all. One person who killed them the most. And the child gave up. They didnt want to kill anyone. And it stopped hurting when they died anyway.
When they gave up sometimes the child found out that if they talked or did something just right then the person wouldnt want to kill them either. The child thought that maybe everyone was just really scared like they were. So they didnt kill anyone or hurt anyone. They still died a lot but even if they came alive on the flowers again they didnt kill anyone.
People said that they had to die because they needed their soul to leave. But the child liked having a soul and being alive so they thoght that they shold keep it and fix things too. They liked everyone a lot and wanted them to be free. Everyone wanted to be free very much.
Some other stuff happened too but I cant tell you about it. I promised not to. Im not very good at secrets yet but Im trying to be. I havent had to keep secrets before. Its very hard because I wanted to tell you but I didnt because I want everyone to be happy. I dont want to be alive with the flowers again and thats why I made my wish. So everyone can be alive and stay on the serfece and be really happy. I have a mom and lots of dads and a big sister and two really cool siblings and a first best friend and lots of best friends. I want to have that forever.
Im sorry for not sharing my secret and Im sorry for hurting people. I didnt want to and I still dont want to and Im working really hard so I can make it better. I still go back sometimes but not to the flowers anymore. And I only go back when Im trying to help people who got hurt.
Im okay with dying because it doesnt hurt anymore but I dont want to kill. Sometimes I see people dying even though they arent. Someone promesed theyd help me if I killed again so I couldnt kill people anymore but I still killed lots of people again. I dont know how to stop it.
And I dont know if you want to be my friend anymore but its okay if you dont because Trip asked why I was friends with someone who hurt my friends and Trip is really smart. I still love you a lot even if we arent friends anymore and Im still going to work really hard on my wish so you can be happy.
I will try to be really good but thats not good enogh I dont think. Im scared that Im going to be alone again but its okay. I dont want to have LOVE I want to have love so I will work really hard to get it.
Even if you dont love me anymore please dont hate me because I love you and it would hurt a lot.
Grit.
There can't be too many who'd want to deal with them, now.
But they've never been one to run away from their problems. Never one to run away from anyone's problems, really. It takes a few days, but soon enough, all of their friends and family will find a letter under their pillow, addressed to them. Each one is a little different; some have little water drops on them. Sometimes the writing is a little shakier, or there's more crossed out mistakes. It was a lot of writing, after all. A lot to say.
It's kind of nice to know they'll see it.]
Dear _______
Once upon a time, a dad took their child up a mountain. The child was really happy because the dad was looking at them and played with them. But the dad had to go. So they told the child that they would come back.
The child knew that he would not come back. They knew about the mountain. Someone at scool told them that the mountain was where people took things they didn't want anymore.
It got dark and cold. And the child went inside a cave because it wasn't windy in there. Inside the cave was a big hole. A really really big hole.
The child thought that if they fell down it they would fall forever. So they fell down. They didnt fall forever though. Insted they fell on some flowers and someone found them. A person told the child that in this world its kill or be killed. That person was scared off by another person. A nicer person. But even thogh that person was nice the stuff the other person said was true. Lots of people killed the child.
But the child came back. It hurt to die. They were really scared. They didnt want to die and they didnt know why everyone was trying to kill them. So they hurt people too. And killed them.
They killed lots of people. But lots of people killed them. Sometimes there were people who killed them a whole bunch of times over and over. Sometimes they could be alive just before this person hurt them. Sometimes they were alive on the flowers again. They didnt want it to keep hapening but it did.
There was one person they couldnt kill at all. One person who killed them the most. And the child gave up. They didnt want to kill anyone. And it stopped hurting when they died anyway.
When they gave up sometimes the child found out that if they talked or did something just right then the person wouldnt want to kill them either. The child thought that maybe everyone was just really scared like they were. So they didnt kill anyone or hurt anyone. They still died a lot but even if they came alive on the flowers again they didnt kill anyone.
People said that they had to die because they needed their soul to leave. But the child liked having a soul and being alive so they thoght that they shold keep it and fix things too. They liked everyone a lot and wanted them to be free. Everyone wanted to be free very much.
Some other stuff happened too but I cant tell you about it. I promised not to. Im not very good at secrets yet but Im trying to be. I havent had to keep secrets before. Its very hard because I wanted to tell you but I didnt because I want everyone to be happy. I dont want to be alive with the flowers again and thats why I made my wish. So everyone can be alive and stay on the serfece and be really happy. I have a mom and lots of dads and a big sister and two really cool siblings and a first best friend and lots of best friends. I want to have that forever.
Im sorry for not sharing my secret and Im sorry for hurting people. I didnt want to and I still dont want to and Im working really hard so I can make it better. I still go back sometimes but not to the flowers anymore. And I only go back when Im trying to help people who got hurt.
Im okay with dying because it doesnt hurt anymore but I dont want to kill. Sometimes I see people dying even though they arent. Someone promesed theyd help me if I killed again so I couldnt kill people anymore but I still killed lots of people again. I dont know how to stop it.
And I dont know if you want to be my friend anymore but its okay if you dont because Trip asked why I was friends with someone who hurt my friends and Trip is really smart. I still love you a lot even if we arent friends anymore and Im still going to work really hard on my wish so you can be happy.
I will try to be really good but thats not good enogh I dont think. Im scared that Im going to be alone again but its okay. I dont want to have LOVE I want to have love so I will work really hard to get it.
Even if you dont love me anymore please dont hate me because I love you and it would hurt a lot.
Grit.
Day 1
Blah blah Axel blah Xion blah puppies and sunshine and ice cream MAGIC HOUR blah purse owner blah what is love bb don't hurt me blah
Blah activity will be linked as such "today me and Axel did some stuff with the stuff in the thing. Yeaaaaah"
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NEW CR WILL LOOK LIKE THIS
| NAME HERE ☆ journal name ( canon ) Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Suspendisse semper lectus vel eros consectetur mollis. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Donec venenatis, quam vel ullamcorper dictum, tortor sapien fermentum mauris, vel lobortis est est vitae lorem. Maecenas et lorem sit amet risus aliquam tempor. | |
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UPDATED CR WILL LOOK LIKE THIS
CHARACTER NAME. Say what you need to say. |
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